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01%9/6/2013DowngradeNeutral (Buy)N/A(N/A)59.6063.About National Development Council? Exchange one of your old bags on and discover how to take part in it! career resources and within the global development sector. DC, its heart with the south, You need to reach outside your comfort zone and there you will find a wealth of new connections that will bring you great success.02-9. the abrasion factor between the powder grinding media and the grinding media and the lining board is reduced.000 feet. whose wife is Syrian says regime informants within the community kept people in fear of reprisals back in Syria "The difference with somewhere like Saddam Hussein's Iraq was that there people fled en masse as families and never went back because they feared regime reprisals just for leaving" he says "But many British Syrians prior to the crisis left to work or study abroad as there were so few opportunities in Syria Consequently they tend to have a lot of close relatives still in Syria If you spoke out about the regime you would be doing it pretty much in isolation and be aware that the security services would harass your family"Razan Saffour who was born and brought up in the UK says even children understood this The 19-year-old student whose family were political exiles was brought up to speak her mind and was shocked when she started taking Arabic lessons at a Syrian community school in London "If I spoke about the opposition the other girls would be scared and give me weird looks When I was about to say something [my teacher] would stop me worried that what I was going to say was 'wrong'"Shehadi says the diaspora across Europe felt this chilling effect "I had a friend in Paris who five years ago was having coffee in the Champs Elys??es with three other Syrians ?C one of whom was a close friend Afterwards this friend told him he was going to have to write a "report" because my friend had told a story disrespectful to the president"The man said: 'I don't know those other two men and if one writes a report and says I was here and I don't write my own there will be a little tick by my name My business will suffer my sisters will lose their jobs ?? I may be arrested So please even if we are alone never tell me jokes like that because I will never be 100% sure you are not setting a trap for me'"Saer Alhaji a Kurdish-Syrian activist who has lived in the UK for more than a decade says he was harassed by the embassy "Someone hacked into my emails They said they were from the Syrian intelligence Then the embassy called me and told me to come in"When anti-regime demonstrations first broke out in Syria the embassy took swift action says Shehab He had supported demonstrators on social media and refused to join pro-Assad rallies; his scholarship from Damascus University was revoked and he now fears for his life if he returns to Syria "In each embassy there is an office in charge of following Syrians in that country ?C all Syrians know that" he explains "Now Iam wanted by the regime ?C they would meet me at the airport if I tried to return"An Amnesty International from 2011 says such targeting by Syrian embassy officials appeared to be "part of a systematic effort by the Syrian regime to intimidate those who protest ?? in some cases their relatives in Syria have been exposed to harassment detention and even torture"Yet with growing numbers of civilian deaths and escalating violence many British Syrians have become more trenchant in putting forward pro- or anti-regime views an Anglican priest says community relations friendships and even marriages have been destroyed "Polarisation happened very quickly between pro- and anti-regime factions The community is now deeply divided I have a friend who almost got divorced because he and his wife have different views I don't think there is one home where people are united in their opinions because it is a very complex issue" A protester outside the Syrian embassy in London in June 2012 Photograph: Tal Cohen/AFP/Getty Images Some supporters of the Assad regime had vested interests in its continuation while others feared the violence that was likely to be unleashed by a rebellion against the authoritarian regime The increasing sectarian violence and involvement of foreign powers has only increased this attitude One organisation which says it is in favour of peaceful changes but not the armed uprising says its members have been threatened and abused online and "physically and verbally attacked in the streets of London" "On a social level" it writes "the interaction between the Syrian families has also been affected asa result of ?? sectarianism and racialism"Doyle says such fury is unsurprising "Given the horror of what is going on not everyone can look at nuances Children are being tortured women raped and whole urban areas flattened"One lightning rod for the anger has been whose home in Acton west London was attacked Leaked emails that apparently showed the Harley Street doctor offering advice to Assad including how to handle a video that appeared to show the torture of children by Syrian forces were exposed by the Guardian last March The withdrew the lifetime achievement award it had given him Abdeh says many of Akhras's neighbours were incensed "I know someone who has had 60 members of his family arrested including his brother He lived on the same road as Akhras and would help him out But the last time I spoke to him he spoke passionately about how much he loathed him"The plight of Syrian civilians though touches everyone "Getting a bit of aid to Syrian people is at least bringing the community here closer again" says Mohammad Alhaj Ali a doctor in Cardiff who helps run the One of many doctors who has travelled to refugee camps in Jordan and Turkey he says the constant fundraising is exhausting for many "I am trying to do my best at work support my family financially ?C and on the other hand do some charity work"For others this isn't enough Last year student Ibrahim Abd who did not want to give his real name snuck into Syria to help media activists there without telling his family Since then the 19-year-old says he has returned three times to help make English-language reports on the conflict "I had lost so many friends that I felt I needed to help as much as possible" he saysNews reports however have focused on stories of the MP for Birmingham Perry Barr believes "significant" numbers of British Muslims are fighting in Syria ?C but it is unclear how many are actually from the British Syrian community Saffour says she knows "several" young men who have gone to fight and "seen people die in front of them" but only two were British SyriansFor Saffour at least there has been one bright spark to come out of the misery of the conflict She has met another student activist from Manchester equally intent on charity work "We stayed in touch so we could work together on fundraising and activism" she tells me shyly "and now we will get married in the summer"This article was amended on 18 June 2013 The original stated that Malik al-Abdeh is British-born He was born in Jordan or even publications such as a Syrian British newspaper.

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